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I remember that my mood lifted from
the over stimulation that shopping has a way

of creating. Walking from one store to another and looking
at all the things to buy

seemed to take me away from myself, nature, and anything
close to having any

intrinsic value. I was relieved to be able to bring my
attention to the round tables

with low
hanging willow branches suspended over them.

Being actively engaged in a process of
seeing the potential composition brought a

feeling of aliveness and greater awareness of my body. There
was no purchase made

of an object of clothing or gift for a friend, but the gift
that this natural unplanned

event offered was worth the trip to San
Francisco.

Pausing to allow my eye see the
emerging pattern, and having the presence of mind

to have my camera with me, gave me another choice that
helped to brake the

tendency to buy or grasp onto another object that I probably
did not need. The

process of composing this unusual and yet simple picture
engaged my mind

creatively and with a fresh perspective.

Process over product, although both
are important, allows
an opening for

something unexpected and unplanned to happen. I hope to
remember this

moment the next time I am pulled towards passing by without
looking more closely

because I am driving to an important appointment or as
Antoine de Saint-Exupery

said many years ago in the Little Prince, concerned with
"matters of consequence."1

Charles Merrill

July 22, 1998

1 Saint-Exupery, Antoine de, The
Little Prince, 1943.
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